Day 135. Why do we blip?


We always have a reason: something terrible unforeseen happened, something fantastic unforeseen happened or we were just bored and thought “Something gotta give!” and pressed the f&$k-it button.
It’s like when we are caught off guard, we don’t have the strategies ready which leaves an opening for the wine witch. It’s like we’re playing a theatre role and if we forget our lines we just drop the role and start speaking like ourselves on stage or just plain leaving.
No serious actor does that, if he or she, forgets a line the most professional thing to do is to just continue, and improvise and see what happens. The other actors on stage will fill in and help you.
When we blip we’re like a really bad actor, pretending that we don’t want to drink but if something unexpected happens we drop the script and just goes off stage. Is that really what we wanna do?
Why is it so easy to be a bad actor? Is it because we don’t believe we can be a good one and improvise? Maybe, but I think there is something even more important lurking behind:
We believe the thought that alcohol will make things better!
We are here because we know it is not true but still we still believe it! Just read all the testaments in this group about how people felt after a blip and you know that alcohol will not make things better.
I’m saying this with love: Stop being the bad actor! ðŸ˜Š Play the role (until it’s not a role anymore), improvise and most of all:’have fun and don’t feel sorry for yourself being on that stage! It’s your choice and it’s the chance of your life if you stay on that stage in character nailing that role like a pro!
Onward and upwards, comrades! 

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